definitely. T called and we talked and it’s done. Well, it was done for me before but I think he was hoping something would change, that we could keep something going. But he didn’t want anything less than what we had so he settled for nothing. At least I got to tell him that I feel sad about it too and that I miss talking to him. Interesting though, that I don’t really miss being with him. I miss the attention, as I mentioned previously, but I don’t miss him as much as I probably should.

But you know what? I don’t feel as bad as I did because he said something that epitomized the “not quite rightness” of our relationship. I mentioned that maybe we could go to the movies together sometime and he said “for what? so we can shake hands afterwards?” And I realized that we could (most likely) never have anything meaningful that didn’t include a sexual aspect. And sometimes I don’t care so much about the sex – sometimes I just want to be with someone to be with them, without any sexual agenda. And although I still have some sadness, I am confident I made the best decision for myself.