why I don’t write much anymore. I consider myself a good writer, articulate and clear. But I just don’t enjoy the exercise of writing like I used to. I think it’s because the writing puts me back in a state of mind that was highly stressful and almost entirely intellectural. It’s almost impossible for me to write and not be completely in my mind. And that doesn’t feel good in my life right now. This makes me sad because I remember how much I loved it – how great it felt to put things down in words.

Oddly enough, the question is not how to get it back but whether I want it.