Posted by: moedee on: May 15, 2008
I still haven’t gotten my dvd back. The way he acted, I would have thought he’d want that thing outta his house faster than a someone could fall off a greased pole. Well, it’s a week later and no dvd. I emailed him today, he said he’d drop it off tonight, and [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 15, 2008
really shaky right now. The combination of the JS/DF conflict at work, wrapping things up with D, having had a week of “end of term” craziness coupled with a technology clusterfuck is finally taking its toll. I feel about 3 seconds away from a big crying fit. I’m having lunch with sw [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 13, 2008
My passion for understanding and knowledge about what’s going on in the world? I look back on old posts and such and I was interested and knowledgeable. Now, I’m only vaguely interested and know almost nothing about anything that’s happening. I’m kind of afraid to even talk to people about issues because [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 12, 2008
I’m completely distracted from work because I’m constantly thinking and planning my business venture. I was able to spend some one on one time with my coaching instructor and I feel like I’ve turned a corner. I can really see, feel, and hear what I’ll look like making money while joyfully jobless! [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 8, 2008
I have really healthy teeth. And I have had a lot of dental work over the course of my life. And some of the fillings are 25+ yrs old. My teeth aren’t hurting or loose or anything but I’m thinking I might need to go to a dentist just to get a [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 8, 2008
I was in the shower and I had another moment of clarity about my relationship values. I had done a values exercise with a friend and my top three (at that moment) were honesty, communication, and sexual freedom. Although it was a difficult choices, I had selected sexual freedom over feeling loved. [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 7, 2008
I’m totally unable to focus today. Between reflecting on my new perspective on relationships and thinking about some of the fundamental differences in vision that are surfacing at work, it’s really hard to concentrate. As far as work is concerned, it’s possible that my 12-18 month transition plan may happen sooner than that. [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 6, 2008
I’m feeling pretty good at the moment. As I mentioned in a previous post, I feel like I’m through the worst of the initial craziness and I’m feeling much more clear about what I might want out of this situation. And still feeling like I am very unsure about what is normal. [...]
Posted by: moedee on: May 4, 2008
Now that I’ve made it though my issue-induced trauma, it’s time for the more important questions to show up. Do I really want to be with D? Is he someone I could be happy spending ‘real’ time with, not just play time? Do I want to focus my energy on creating something [...]
