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Archive for August 2009

Nervous nellie

Posted by: moedee on: August 21, 2009

Going out of town with some friends to hit the dance scene elsewhere. And my crush is going with us. And we’re driving together, tonight, alone, for several hours. I just scheduled a session with my intuitive but it’s not till Monday.
What the H*CK am I supposed to do about [...]

the pendulum swings back

Posted by: moedee on: August 18, 2009

So although I’ve been much less hysterical about this crush and felt much more stable, I’m definitely having a day of uncertainty. This seems to happen mainly (big surprise) when I go a couple of days without seeing him. And, of course, since we’re only friends (and not particularly close), there’s no reason [...]

It’s getting better

Posted by: moedee on: August 14, 2009

I am having more moments of mental and emotional stability with regard to the youngling. And that makes me happy, especially given my history of fear and hysteria around men. The Omnium prayer for mental and emotional well-being and health has been an incredibly helpful tool. So I’m feeling more balanced and [...]