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Archive for October 2009

Move along, nothing to see here

Posted by: moedee on: October 24, 2009

That’s how I feel about my life right now – as if I’m just a mildly curious observer. Well, sort of. The part of me that is present feels like things are just happening without any conscious direction and she’s only making a half-hearted attempt to keep up. It’s like I don’t [...]

Distractions

Posted by: moedee on: October 18, 2009

I’ve spent my whole day distracting myself from writing. I have a great book started, I can feel it hanging around in my head, waiting patiently to get out, but I can’t seem to sit down & type. Is this normal?

I want

Posted by: moedee on: October 18, 2009

This morning, I had an epiphany about the phrase “I want.” I realized that, until that moment, I was almost unable to use that phrase in any sort of meaningful way. I just couldn’t admit that I wanted anything. I started a post a few weeks ago when I first came across [...]

Phone v email | old v new?

Posted by: moedee on: October 5, 2009

I just had a conversation with a co-worker that emphasized how different my mindset is than some of the folks I work with. Becoming a state employee after over two decades of experience in the private sector is a big adjustment. This small incident was, I think, indicative of two major differences:
1. [...]